Sometimes I have those times where I’m just laying in my bed thinking to myself, ‘what’s next.’ It could be pertaining to the next day and I wouldn’t even be able to give myself an answer because my mind has been thinking so much it started trying to figure out what its thinking about . I feel like sometimes I’m a doll and its strings attached. & I don’t like that feel . So , what I find myself doing. Is pursuing something productive to ease my mind .